Prayers to conceive

Dear God, I trust in you that you have a plan for my husband and I. I only hope that will include a baby of our own. I would like so much for that baby to be my biological baby as I’m running out of time. I have faith that you can heal my ovaries to be stronger and healthier to create good eggs. I have faith that you can heal my husband as if the doctors looked at him years ago we might of not be in this position. I also ask that you help doctors understand all over the world that it isn’t always the women so they won’t do the mistakes they did with us.

I’m also so deeply sorry for all my sins and that I was not grateful for what I have. Please forgive me. I see now that I shouldn’t have let my husband’s family come between us and become so depress. I lost the strength to to live a happy life and didn’t feel fit to be a mother but I deeply always longed to be one. I was afraid of losing control over my child as my in law’s are so controlling and became full of hate. It was when the doctor told me that I would never have a child that I prayed one night and had this beautiful sense of peace inside me. I then realized how deeply I really loved my husband and how I let myself fill with hate for his family and destroyed myself inside. Yes they were so wrong on so many levels but I should of been stronger and found away to change my actions to live a happy life. I see that now and am so grateful for my life even with all these mistakes. Please dear God I trust that you will guide me and my husband to do what we need to do. I only can hope it will include our biological baby. Thank you. In the name of Jesusa, Amen

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