Guidance

Dear Santa Maria Francesca,

I’ve been praying to you ever since my cousin heard about you on tv about 2 years ago. I was lucky to sit in your chair not once but twice. My husband was also able to go last month to ask once again for this blessing to have our own biological child. I have also written her many times asking and praying that we will conceive naturally or with the help of IVF. I just had my last IVF cycle as we have no more money to try again. We have many bills to pay but am faithful that we will pay them in time. Since all these years have past and three IVF tries have not gone on to a pregnancy I am asking for guidance. I am heart broken that after all this time my out come is not what I desire. I do understand that not all prayers are answered with a yes or with what you are asking for. So I pray that you help give me guidance on what I am supposed to do next. If I’m not meant to be a mother then what am I meant to be? I still will pray that a miracle will happen as I will not give up my faith that I can still have my biological child. I know I can do donor egg but I just don’t believe in that. How can I carry a child of another and know that I have failed? I know everyone will know the child isn’t my biological child and will judge and I will just feel ashamed that I failed to conceive on my own. Please help me to not hurt any more.

Thank you Amen

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